Out of it

Things have been a little off lately.  I’m so tired, a side effect of the amitriptyline, I come home from work, eat, and go to bed.  MrH is suffering too. He just isn’t quite himself, and I know the situation must be hard for him. He’s worried about my back. He’s having to do so much extra. He drives me to work and then doubles back to go to work himself. He works through his lunch so he can leave early to come pick me up.

He must be exhausted. He is exhausted.

I wish I could make things easier for him but I can’t.

Our Dynamic has taken a hit too. The cane sessions still happen but we aren’t having regular sex. That affects my connection to him. I know I shouldn’t place such value on it, it’s only one aspect of our relationship, but, for me it links us. Without the intimacy of sex I soon feel disconnected.

Oh well, I’m sure at some point Mr H won’t be tired and I won’t be asleep so we can reconnect….. passionately!

Sweetgirl x

Sweet Autumn Rose  


Image by Alexander Belyaev from Pixabay

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  1. MrH is a star, it must be a difficult situation right now but you can get through it. I hope to hear that you can connect in the way you wish soon.

  2. Exactly what PurpleSole said. MrH is indeed a star. These times are always difficult but we find our way through them through one way or another. When things get easier and less stressful, you’ll be able to reconnect more.
    Lots of love xx

  3. I hope that things will get better for the two of you soon. <3 It sounds like a very draining situation. I have learnt that during the times when things are difficult for me, just hugging naked in bed and being close to each other, gives a strong sense of intimacy when sex is just not on the table for the moment.

  4. I know my Queen begins to feel disconnected when we go a while without sex. So I understand your feelings! I also know MrH May be very tired but his love for you will carry you both through this difficult time!

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