Things have been a little off lately. I’m so tired, a side effect of the amitriptyline, I come home from work, eat, and go to bed. MrH is suffering too. He just isn’t quite himself, and I know the situation must be hard for him. He’s worried about my back. He’s having to do so much extra. He drives me to work and then doubles back to go to work himself. He works through his lunch so he can leave early to come pick me up.
He must be exhausted. He is exhausted.
I wish I could make things easier for him but I can’t.
Our Dynamic has taken a hit too. The cane sessions still happen but we aren’t having regular sex. That affects my connection to him. I know I shouldn’t place such value on it, it’s only one aspect of our relationship, but, for me it links us. Without the intimacy of sex I soon feel disconnected.
Oh well, I’m sure at some point Mr H won’t be tired and I won’t be asleep so we can reconnect….. passionately!