It’s been one year and a bit since we became a D/s couple. I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I’m also more terrified. I’m so terrified that it will end. Frightened it’s been a wonderful illusion. Scared the passion will evaporate. So scared it makes me a little crazy. For years our relationship drifted along. We were happy enough, and we had good sex. Not often mind you – everyday life got in the way. We were tired. We didn’t make the effort. My self …
Weekend review (so far…)
If you are a regular reader of my ramblings you may remember I recently started a new job, and that on the first day of the job, my new boss contacted a friend who was looking for a bookkeeper and suggested I could help him too… On Friday this gentleman came to the office with his paperwork to meet me. It transpires that his previous bookkeeper had become unable to cope and as such the books were 4 months behind. This put a rush on …
Sunday Musings
Another week is over. I’m snuggled on the sofa with Mr H while he watches football, and I feel safe and loved. My mind drifts organically as I lay here musing on the week and of course on Mr H and our relationship. Musings. This morning I mentioned to MrH that I had wondered if he had ever considered having me wear the but plug during the day on weekends or after work. He replied that he had thought many things over the last 5 …
For Furcissy – Questions Answered..
So the wonderful Furcissy nominated me as part of his Liebster Award Nomination for which I am very grateful and flattered. I don’t actually know anything about it and so rather than ‘accept’ I am going to answer the questions that he set, but no more (also I have no idea how to do some of the instructions so I couldn’t anyway!) Question One. If you were a cartoon character, who would you be? Well, this is an odd one for me. I don’t really …
Rear View
“Objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are,” Meatloaf sang these words and this morning it got me thinking, as you kissed me and got out of the car. You opened the back passenger door to get your bag, wished me a good day and left. I watched you walk away. I am filled with longing. I have always liked the view of your backside in jeans and I know when we first me you would put your hands into your …
UTI aka A Water Infection.
My backs sore, and I feel like I have to pee alot. Looks like I’ve got a water infection or UTI as they are also known. ☹️ Guess I better go and get a test at the drs 😭😭😭😭 They call it the honeymoon illness …. High levels of sexual activity often results in a urinary tract infection (UTI). I also had a hysterectomy 2 years ago and research has shown that this can also increase the instances of UTI suffered. Prior to the hysterectomy …
Beef stew.
One of my favourite meals is beef stew. I grew up on it… It is simple to make, it’s hearty and comforting.. you throw everything in a large pan and bring to the boil then simmer for a few hours. Add some Yorkshire puddings or dumplings and some crusty fresh bread and … well yummy!!! But, why am I blogging about food? Well, I’m making beef stew for tea tonight and it got me thinking… I think in some ways I can see our first …
How it began.
I’ve read a lot of literature, but the first time I encountered BDSM it was by accident. Apparently not everything Anne Rice writes is horror! I was in the library looking for a new horror book having just finished one of the vampire books and I picked up a book called ‘Beauty’s Punishment’ needless to say it was an eye opener. Reading it I found myself aroused, but at the same time I felt it was wrong to be… at 20 I had very little …