Exploring Kink as a Monogamous Married Couple
I got my treat tonight. Mr H had a shower and then, when he came back into the bedroom he put a pillow on the floor at the foot of the bed. He got the wand out and plugged it in. Then he got a mat out and covered the pillow. I could feel my heart start to pound and my pussy reacted getting wet. I’ll be honest, I expected Mr H to pick the penis in vagina bent over the bed fuck. He seems to …
I have mentioned before how I have a mental block when it comes to asking Mr H questions regarding sex, whether it is something I would like to do, or asking Mr H to change what he is doing. I still fear that rejection and ultimately don’t feel my needs and wants are important enough. Yesterday’s play had felt particularly nice, and so I wanted to know if Mr H had done something differently. But, today I asked a question. It took me the best part …
If you had told me 2 years ago that being caned twice a week would be something I looked forward to I wouldn’t have believed you. The use of a cane started on my “Hell no” list. It took a nearly 3 months for it to move to the “I’d like to try” list. I think we started on about 50 strikes. These days I get about 200. I’m sure MrH knows when the endorphins kick in and I head for subspace, as I stop …
On Wednesday’s we have our maintenance session. We don’t have the TV on, instead we have one evening where we talk. There are no distractions and we talk about our week, our dynamic and what’s going well and what’s perhaps in need of discussion. I have a notes app on my phone and I usually have a couple of things in my list to talk about. This week it was “re-negotiating the Rules” and also “talking during play”. The rules Mr H further defined our …
When people talk about double penetration I think the inference is that of a mmf threesome. That is something that fills me with dread, well any type of threesome does, but you do not need a third person to achieve double penetration, or even triple as I discovered, just imagination and long arms! The Logistics of double penetration. MrH has incorporated double and triple penetration into play a couple of times and I have really enjoyed it. A few years ago we made a clone …
Last night Mr H and I played. It had been a while and I felt nervous and awkward. I wanted to play, really wanted to. But when play began I felt awkward and not in the moment. It began when Mr H put my night collar on. The TV was playing and as he started running his hands over me, the conversation on the TV invaded my mind. I shook my head to try and shake it off but it didn’t work. He asked me what …
Earlier this month I wrote about my concerns that I couldn’t orgasm through masturbation any more following the introduction of D/s to our relationship. What I didn’t say in my broken fingers post, was that part of my concern was that perhaps my back issue has caused it. The loss of feeling I experienced when I was recently admitted to hospital, the fact that the nerves are not happy at the moment, I worried that my clitoral nerves had become damaged, that maybe they would …
Well maybe it’s my clit… I don’t know for sure, but since I discovered how amazing a wand orgasm is I haven’t had a “finger on clit” orgasm. Doesn’t matter if Mr H is at the helm or I try myself. So maybe it’s my clit that’s broken or perhaps it’s gone one strike?? Mr H’s Tongue and Finger(s)/Hand can get me there….. Eventually. I don’t even know if “promises” will still work as it’s been a while since that toy came out to play. …
The message An unexpected Error Occurred was the first inkling that something had gone wrong. Turns out it had gone horribly horribly wrong. My WordPress hosted blog has been suspended. I don’t know why, they haven’t told me. I just know it’s gone. I managed to export the content, but for some reason they haven’t allowed me to export the images associated with each post, so I am going to have to try and rebuild each post, to try and remember which images went where …
This week has been amazing. I mean amazing. Our son went out on Wednesday night and we were able to play at home, we were able to take our usual impact play up a notch. Then Friday afternoon we went to a hotel. When we got there we unpacked, put the under bed restraints in place and made a drink. I went to the loo and stripped down to my bra and panties knowing Mr H planned for me to be naked but I felt unsure, as …