On our journey home yesterday MrH and I talked. We discussed our D/s in terms of what we want and where we are going. Perhaps I should explain…. On Friday we went to Scotland to stay with HisLordship and Missy, and we feel very grateful to them for allowing us to stay in their beautiful home. We were spoiled with amazing delicious food and they are wonderful, genuine friendly people. Naturally we didn’t turn up empty handed. During one of many conversations on the safeword …
A good fuck
“You do that so well,” he said. He was reclined on the bed, eyes half closed watching as she took his cock into her mouth over and over. “I want to cum inside you tonight,” he said. “Are you wet?” He reached down and pushed his fingers between her thighs. “Excellent always ready for Sir aren’t you? Sit on my cock and let me see you.” She moved obediently straddling his hips. She guided his cock into her wet pussy, sinking onto it with a …
Caned
“I know what we’ll do!” MrH suddenly exclaimed last night. “We’ll get the cane out. We’ve not done that in a while.” He got up and got out the cane. “Where do you want me?” I asked. “On the bed, arse in the air.” He said. I put my body pillow across the bed and got on all fours, knees and elbows so I wasn’t leaning on my wrists (they get sore and swollen if I lean on them) and took a calming breath. My …
Can’t quite put my finger on it…..
But I don’t feel right. I usually feel calm and content. But instead I feel sad, disconnected, distant. Although S1 headed off to London and we “in theory” had our old routines back things just don’t feel right. That’s not to say MrH and I haven’t played because we have. We have tested the replacement wand. And I’ve been allowed to suck MrH’s cock before bed time twice this week. He allows this for a time and then he will instruct me to stop and fuck …
Sexy Sounds (FFTF)
A lot of the bloggers I follow regularly do a FFTF post, but I’ve often read the prompt or questions and struggled to think of how I could answer. When I saw Rebel and Missy’s posts, and read the prompt, I decided that’s this week I wanted to take part…. I actually think I have something to say lol! I guess I’m a moaner, groaner, sigher, and “maker of very odd noises” during play… I make a whole host of sexy sounds – In fact I can …
Held together with superglue and tape…
Sometimes life pulls us in a direction we don’t like. Sometimes we drift like a ship without an anchor. Sometimes we talk utter rubbish…. Right now I’m really struggling (again). I’ve been faced with behaviour at work that I’m not comfortable with. A level of deceit that I don’t like. A certain amount of aggression that frightens me and some unreasonable attitudes that have caused me many sleepless nights and anxious days. MrH wants me to look for another job, everyone I’ve discussed it in detail with, …
Come here…..
“Come here,” he shouted from the other room. “Yes Sir,” she replied, not exactly shouting, but loud enough that he knew she had heard him. “I’m on my way.” She got up from the chair and went upstairs to him. He had been having a bath and as she could see the bathroom door was open she knew he was now in their bedroom. She pushed the door open and went into the room. “Remove your clothes,” he said, not looking up. He was lying …
Please Sir – play with me?
I struggle to ask MrH for things. Not like can I buy or can I eat, I mean sexual acts I want, and when I have chatted to other subs this seems to be a common theme. I think there are 2 reasons for this. 1. Embarrassment or shame. 2. Fighting with the idea that I shouldn’t ask as a submissive. The second is easier to argue out. MrH tells me he’s not a mind reader, and if I don’t tell him he doesn’t know. …
Snogging
To me one of life’s simple pleasures is kissing. I love it when MrH kisses me- I mean of course I do…. but there are different kisses. There’s the familiar hello and goodbye kiss; the goodnight kiss; the gentle comforting kiss; and of course the pushed against the wall hands restrained demanding passionate almost violent kiss (yummy) but the times when he holds me, tips my chin and kisses me… that is magic. The anticipation before your lips touch…. The feel of their breath on …