Return of the cane: how pain tolerance changes over time.

In my last post I wrote how our D/s was somewhat diminished by our my present condition, and how our impact play had stopped altogether. Well – I have news! The cane is back. I think I am going to get the cane out. Mr H announced this when I asked him what he wanted to do yesterday (Sunday) while our son was at work. I expected him to say rope work as he has been practicing a hand/arm tie that ML Slave Puppet had …

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Taken Prisoner by pain.

I haven’t written much lately. My heart, and head have not been in it. I have now spent over 7 months lied in bed staring at the bedroom walls and it is starting to weigh me down. 16 months in excruciating pain and I don’t feel sexy or attractive, so writing about that would be difficult. Inactivity and some poor eating habits have also caused weight gain that has me avoiding mirrors again. 99% of my clothes do not fit. I have 3 nighties, 3 …

Girdle Tie

Girdle Tie

Tie me Up Tuesday is a great project and I am trying to join in as much as possible, but that isn’t always easy with my situation.  If I don’t think we can do the tie (for logistical reasons – see here) I am planning to use a photo of some past rope ties that fit.  This is one of those situations.  I’m not sure if there is a ‘name’ for this one but I am calling it the ‘girdle tie’. I have re-edited for the …

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Barrel Curls for Pin Up

A while ago Mr H and I went out for a meal and I had my hair done for the occasion.  I adore the 50’s style, the clothes were feminine and suit my body shape, but I can’t style my hair well so when it looks awesome, I have to take pictures! The stylist really did an amazing job with this one, victory rolls, barrel curls and the 3 curls you can see in the picture on one side. I felt like a superstar. At …

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Tie Me Up Tuesday – Chest Harness Tie.

I love being tied, and the new meme ‘Tie Me Up Tuesday’ is so much fun!  Giving us an excuse to get the rope out more frequently.  This week the tie prompt is ‘chest harness’ and unfortunately I can’t sit or stand at the moment for Mr H to do this, but that doesn’t mean I can’t share a chest tie! Oh no- I have some pictures from previous play sessions – whoop! Chest harness tie. Mr H did these ties back in 2018 when …

Tie Me Up Tuesday – Leg Tie.

The new Meme by @mlslave is aimed at riggers and rope bunnies, and of course having fun with rope! As we don’t get much opportunity to play with rope (and I love it) I showed it to Mr H and asked him if he would do this during our Sunday fun. The first week is leg tie and I was really happy when Mr H said he would do the leg tie and take pictures for me. Sweetgirl x To see more images for Tie …

Pin Up

My new photo meme ‘Pin Up’ has gone live! I’m very nervous and excited at the same time. I mean what if no-one joins in? There were so many positive messages of support when I announced the new meme in my post I’m still Standing , but what if? Well looks like that fear was completely unfounded, as two people had linked up by the time I went to bed last night and this morning that went to three! There is another meme that has …

Peeking under the covers

I am a little pervert, I will admit that. Whenever I can I sneak a peek at Mr H’s body; when he gets dressed or undressed, when he is in bed. I wake up on and off during the night, because of the pain and when I get back in bed I will reach out for him. Touching him relaxes me, even if it is just his arm. Sometimes I will peek under the covers at his bottom and last night I took a couple …

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Twisted

My arms twisted behind my back, are secured with rope, that winds around my body. I’m dazed, relaxed, swaying slightly with each breath, lost in the feeling you have created.  The sound the rope makes as it slides against itself is hypnotic, and soothing; shhhhhhhhh, shhhhhhhh, shhhhhhhh.  When you bend me forward, and insert the cold steel ball of the anal hook I whimper, but not for long.  It soon warms up with my body heat.  This too is secured with more rope, twisting around …