We’re back home and we’re both feeling tired. I’m laid at his side on the sofa, he has his arms around me. I’m so mellow at the moment and yet high at the same time, I’m probably not making much sense. Or maybe you understand completely. I imagine coming down won’t be as nice! Laid here quiet and relaxed my mind is drifting over the events of the last few days, reflecting on the details.
After any play session, especially if you have experimented with something new, it is important to spend some time reflecting on the good and bad. Sometimes you learn more from what doesn’t work but learning what works well and what doesn’t is important. The previous posts can be found by clicking the links:
What worked well.
The last 24 hours. well 36 really, have been fantastic. From the moment we got home on Friday night the excitement for our time away was palpable. Mr H controlled me, teased and played me perfectly. During play on the Friday night he talked about the delights he had planned the next day. I have been in and out of subspace since then… in more than out.
Mr H let me keep my night collar on all weekend and although I missed our ritual during the collar exchange, having the collar on held me in that submissive mindset.
From my point of view it’s been everything I hoped it would be and more. Mr H surprised me and experimented with new things. He used the flogger on my shoulders. It was relaxing and felt really nice. He also did some rope bondage. This was calming and relaxing, as well as sensual.
What didn’t work so well.
The love egg was a giggle but not orgasmic.. and the heating in the hotel bedroom was broken 😂 and the shower didn’t work well.
Mr H worked me well with the flogger/crop/hand/paddle during my spanking, but I think he still worries about hurting me and holds back. Or, maybe he worries about the noise? I’m sure when he’s ready my backside will know about it. For my part I trust him so much, I know he cherishes me. I want him to know I can take it, whatever he gives me, I can be his solace and my body welcomes him even if it seems to resist. Again I’m confident that when he is ready to push the limits further, to push his dominance and demand my submission I will know about it.