Exploring Kink as a Monogamous Married Couple
I could write in detail about our most recent hotel stay. Oh yes I could tell you about that wonderful night, and day. I could tell you about the delicious food, the lovely rooms and the delightful view from the balcony. I could tell you how I was bound and pleasured. I could tell you about the seemly endless minutes of forced orgasms where time stopped and all I could do was feel, and breathe. I could tell you about Sirs hand spanking me. About …
Last night when MrH was in the bath I sent him a message asking if I could get out a toy. He replied that I could and asked me to video call him so he could watch me masturbate. Unfortunately I didn’t see the instruction to video call him but I did get out the toy. I picked promises and applied some lube. I began lied on my back… slowly using the vibe… deciding to change things I knelt up and turned to face the …
Today we went on a bike ride… and I mean motorbike not push bike…. I don’t pedal 😂 We haven’t been out much together and when we do I usually take the lead. When I first passed my test I went out riding with a group. MrH didn’t like that and so I went alone. The second year of riding, I had a hysterectomy in the July and so I was unable to ride for 3 months afterwards. By the time I was recovered the weather …
MrH and I don’t really celebrate birthdays or anniversaries. I’ll be honest I don’t think you know what dates are going to be important until afterwards and I don’t keep a diary so I can’t always look back and pinpoint special or specific moments. For example, I know I first met MrH before my 21st birthday in October. I couldn’t give you an exact date if my life depended on it. I know the first time he came to my house was a Wednesday but I don’t …
We have started making time to discuss play, not a massive deal no one has to write a report or complete a ‘feedback sheet’ but a snuggle with questions and answers. So, Saturday morning at the hotel, as we lay in bed with our coffee too hot to drink, I snuggled into MrH’s side “Did you enjoy last night Sir? I asked. “I did very much Sweetgirl,” he replied. “Did you?” “Yes Sir.” I smiled. “Is there anything you didn’t like or wouldn’t want to do …
Mr H and I went away last night for some play time. Yesterday morning I received an email from him with his instructions. I was to prepare myself for all types of play. Pack toys and clothes. Buy some Bluetooth headphones. Mr H said he planned to start the evening with inspection. Preparation for play. He would be taking some photos, and doing some rope work. I would be masturbating for him, sucking his cock and being used as his fuck toy. Of course this …
I shared a post a few weeks ago about squirting orgasms in “Overcoming Embarrassment” and I thought I needed to write a follow up. While I spoke in this earlier post about being embarrassed that I had wet the bed. While I have experienced these orgasms through masturbation I haven’t during play with MrH. This has prompted me to wonder… Why? I believe it’s because I’m ashamed and embarrassed. I believe I hold back frightened that MrH would be disgusted if he were covered or touched …
I’ve mentioned in other posts that right now I’m incredibly horny. This new level of submission (see take me own me use me) the realisation of this change as well as the reinstatement of the rules has thrown my body into a highly sensitive state. I have to ask if I want to use my syns. Each time I ask it reminds me of my submission. Each time he answers I get a thrill and my arousal increases. Add to this the new, stricter rule …
I’ve been very naughty recently. The rules MrH set me at the start of the year have lapsed. I guess some of you will say that MrH is to blame, that he should have been enforcing the rules. But in reality he decided to allow them to lapse. I was stressed and struggling with outside forces (work – settling into a new job) and he decided that for a while he wasn’t going to have me thinking I was letting him down too, by punishing me. But those …
This has always been one of my favourite positions for sex. It feels primal and I love that feeling of impact as MrH thrusts into me.
With the introduction of D/s MrH has taken this to a new delicious level. He’s tied me, arms behind my back and pushed me face down over the bed. He made handles in the rope work to hold as he penetrated me and