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Reflecting – on the last 24 hours

We’re back home and we’re both feeling tired. I’m laid at his side on the sofa, he has his arms around me. I’m so mellow at the moment and yet high at the same time, I’m probably not making much sense. Or maybe you understand completely. I imagine coming down won’t be as nice! Laid here quiet and relaxed my mind is drifting over the events of the last few days, reflecting on the details. After any play session, especially if you have experimented with …

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Conclusion

If you recall from the last post Let the games begin, Mr H watched me masturbate, then fucked my pussy for a while. He then had me kneel on the floor so he could fuck my face. I was using the vibrator on myself and climaxed again while he did and was rewarded with his cum. After MrH cuddled me for a while he then sent me to refresh myself. When I returned he had stacked pillows on the bed so I could get comfortable …

Let the games begin

I was instructed to dress in specific clothes and be stood in inspection facing away from the door….. Mr H opened the bedroom door, smiled and said, “let the games begin.” MrH had fun taking pictures….. and a few wardrobe changes were required. Games Begin. After MrH had taken some action shots too we moved to the bedroom for the show (which you all know I’ve been very nervous about!) and I was allowed to use our favourite vibe ‘promises’ MrH says I did very …

Today’s the day!!!!

It’s here…. our day and night…. Last night MrH started the weekend off by restraining me to the bed with silk ties round my ankles, spreading my legs wide; and tying my hands together above my head, to the headboard. Bound. He then stroked me and dragged his nails over my arms from wrist to shoulder and ankle to groin. By this point I was on fire, my whole body begging for the next touch. He brought me to orgasm, then held my face while …

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3 more sleeps

On Saturday Mr H and I are going to our favourite hotel for a night away. He wrote me an email to tell me his plans. Something he’s not done before, well obviously he’s sent me emails, but not like this one. The email contains an itinerary, and I’m pretty sure he’s done this because he knows I’ve been freaking out a bit, so here’s how my Saturday is looking: MrH will take photos I will masterbate for MrH I will be spanked as a …

I am yours – A Lesson.

* #Submissive Fiction * #Erotica * #Flash Fiction * As usual Mr H is home before me. I can see the light in the living room has been turned on and a shadow moving inside. I pull the car onto the driveway and turn off the engine. My heart is already racing. I check the handbrake is on, undo my seatbelt, and, grabbing my bag from the passenger seat I get out of the car. The front door is still locked, so I retrieve my …

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Reflection – emotional progress

This morning I got my journal out and looked back over some of my early posts. One of the things I noticed most was the emotional turmoil I experienced in those early weeks, and how we dealt with it, or more to the point how we struggled to deal with it. The rollercoaster of emotions took us by surprise and we didn’t communicate enough. Emotional rollercoaster. Suddenly I needed contact with Mr H. I needed to be near him, even following him around the house. …

challenging authority

I must not question

I have this bad habit of questioning Mr H’s decisions. Not during a scene – but in our everyday lives, and in doing so I am challenging his authority over and over again.  Let me give you an example.. Challenging Authority On Monday it was frosty and we have 1 car (2 motorbikes) and Mr H tends to ride to work. When it’s frosty we leave the bikes at home and I drop Mr H at work (he starts before me). So on Sunday he …