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Blogging from A2Z 2019: Sex and Submission

They’re obviously really aren’t they? Given my blog?  I have talked about these two subjects many times. I guess there have been many, many lightbulb moments over the last 22 months that the introduction of submission has triggered. I’ve felt shame which I have talked about in my post I’m Gonna Show You Crazy as well as how my inner voice causes me a great deal of stress. Our sex life has had a new lease of life and through honest communication it has also improved …

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Blogging from A2Z 2019: Quiet

I imagine everyone who has teenage children, or small children who don’t sleep well, will be familiar with having to be quiet while having sex.  For years our lovemaking was quiet and hushed. Most of the time our son who still lives at home is online with a set of headphones on absorbed in some game, chatting with a group of friends. This allows some freedom in that I don’t have to be so conscious of sounds I might make when Mr H plays with …

Christmas Surprise

I reached out and touched him. When he’s naked I’m allowed to touch without first seeking permission. I stroked his cock, gently. I leaned closer, kissing him, and when he didn’t tell me to stop, I took him in my mouth. He grew hard, and sighed. I continued to please him. Hearing him moan with pleasure, encouraging me to continue. Now I admit I wasn’t taking him in as deep as normal, which I know he loves, because of my nausea which I’ve been suffering. …

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Christmas Day 2018

I’m still suffering from the tramadol withdrawal. Which sucks. MrH is looking after me, as is our youngest B. Our eldest S didn’t come home, he went to stay with friends. We don’t really make a huge fuss at Christmas we never have. I’m not a fan of commercialisation and the oneupmanship that occurs this time of year. We’ve always had a simple budget for Christmas presents for the boys [£100 each] and at birthdays they get £50. In our opinion it’s enough. There have …

Sexy Sounds (FFTF)

A lot of the bloggers I follow regularly do a FFTF post, but I’ve often read the prompt or questions and struggled to think of how I could answer. When I saw Rebel and Missy’s posts, and read the prompt, I decided that’s this week I wanted to take part…. I actually think I have something to say lol!  I guess I’m a moaner, groaner, sigher, and “maker of very odd noises” during play…  I make a whole host of sexy sounds – In fact I can …

Let the games begin

I was instructed to dress in specific clothes and be stood in inspection facing away from the door….. Mr H opened the bedroom door, smiled and said, “let the games begin.” MrH had fun taking pictures….. and a few wardrobe changes were required. Games Begin. After MrH had taken some action shots too we moved to the bedroom for the show (which you all know I’ve been very nervous about!) and I was allowed to use our favourite vibe ‘promises’ MrH says I did very …

Today’s the day!!!!

It’s here…. our day and night…. Last night MrH started the weekend off by restraining me to the bed with silk ties round my ankles, spreading my legs wide; and tying my hands together above my head, to the headboard. Bound. He then stroked me and dragged his nails over my arms from wrist to shoulder and ankle to groin. By this point I was on fire, my whole body begging for the next touch. He brought me to orgasm, then held my face while …