Exploring Kink as a Monogamous Married Couple
If you are a regular follower you will know I suffer from chronic back pain and that this has become a life affecting condition. I am unable to so so many things that a healthy person takes for granted and that includes riding Mr H cock! One of the things I sometimes enjoy is knowing that I have brought him to climax as I sometimes feels very unfair that he always does the hard work. Chronic Pain treatment plan. Yesterday I had an appointment with …
When I saw the questions for TMI 31st December 2019, I thought I would take part because I do not plan to actually make any New Year Resolution or make any big plans for 2020. Every year we have made plans they have fallen flat, and I do not want any more disappointments. In 2019 did you? 1. Get a new job? I did, I now work part time.2. Get a new haircut? I did, I changed my hair colour back to blonde and I have …
Personal Independence Payment, that’s what PIP stands for. I had my PIP assessment done on the 27th. It replaced Disability Living Allowance a few years ago and as my pain and mobility has been seriously affected this year I have applied for this state benefit. In all honesty I would rather not apply for benefits. I like to be independent, you know? But, I have also lost £150 per week in income when I stopped working full time hours, and that is not an easy …
Well would you? Would you? I would. In fact I do, all the time. I lie to myself daily, hourly even. There are times when the lies are all I have. The biggest and most frequent one. I’m fine. People ask me, “how are you?” They don’t want the truth, they want a lie, they expect a lie. If you tell them the truth too much they hide away from it, and you. They don’t want to hear that it hurts so bad I feel …
I don’t really have lists of what I want to do, I gave up on them after my dad died. What is the point of making lists and plans when they can be taken from you at the drop of a hat? So I can’t really do a bucket list. I believe if you want to do something bad enough don’t ever wait, you’re not guaranteed tomorrow. Instead I am going to do a wish list. Living for Right Now Does that mean I never …
The food for thought prompt this week is one book. Choose one book…. And, for me that is simply impossible! I have so many books that at one time I had a database to keep track of them. I am a very fast reader. I mean really fast. I read a 250 page book in about one and a half hours, so when I went to the library I would take out 10 books to last 1 week (bearing in mind I only read on …
There is a difference between the words ‘might’ and ‘will’ but my brain has trouble with this. No, I’m serious and I bet I am not the only one… Let me give you an example. On Thursday night MrH said his tummy hurt and I asked if he wanted something to ease it. He said he did not and I responded with “OK” and dropped it. Normally I would have followed up with an “are you sure?” but I did not. As a result he …
I have written about this topic before, and how I mentally justified faking it for many years. In reality it still bothers me that I did this. I don’t like that I did it and I don’t like ‘why’ I did it. I don’t fake it now, I am sure that many women say that, don’t they? I faked it with other partners but not with you dear.. Anyway, I digress. There are times when Mr H will ask me to cum for him and I …
Mr H is in hospital, he has kidney stones causing problems again. They have been causing problems for a few days and today it got too much. He came home from work, and phoned me. Several times. I had my phone on silent. It’s only my second day at my new job and I always have my phone on silent. In the end he phoned the office, to ask me to drive him to the hospital. I couldn’t stay with him, for one because he …
This song has had a lot of coverage in the last couple of years. After the Manchester Arena bombing it was sung over and over in tribute to those who died and as a reminder that the people of Manchester would not be beaten by acts of terrorism. It isn’t really a favourite of mine. I haven’t really been an oasis fan ever but when I saw this weeks prompt for food4thought I wasn’t sure what to write and this this morning as I was …