Our recent visit to stay with Missy and HisLordship made us think about and talk about a lot of things. They have a beautiful home. The bedrooms are so spacious we got to thinking how could we give ourselves a better play space that would be practical. Before we got the cats we would shut our bedroom door. The dog would come to bed when we did and he would sleep on the floor or on the bed with us. When the cats joined our …
The Long Drive
On our journey home yesterday MrH and I talked. We discussed our D/s in terms of what we want and where we are going. Perhaps I should explain…. On Friday we went to Scotland to stay with HisLordship and Missy, and we feel very grateful to them for allowing us to stay in their beautiful home. We were spoiled with amazing delicious food and they are wonderful, genuine friendly people. Naturally we didn’t turn up empty handed. During one of many conversations on the safeword …
Can’t quite put my finger on it…..
But I don’t feel right. I usually feel calm and content. But instead I feel sad, disconnected, distant. Although S1 headed off to London and we “in theory” had our old routines back things just don’t feel right. That’s not to say MrH and I haven’t played because we have. We have tested the replacement wand. And I’ve been allowed to suck MrH’s cock before bed time twice this week. He allows this for a time and then he will instruct me to stop and fuck …
Held together with superglue and tape…
Sometimes life pulls us in a direction we don’t like. Sometimes we drift like a ship without an anchor. Sometimes we talk utter rubbish…. Right now I’m really struggling (again). I’ve been faced with behaviour at work that I’m not comfortable with. A level of deceit that I don’t like. A certain amount of aggression that frightens me and some unreasonable attitudes that have caused me many sleepless nights and anxious days. MrH wants me to look for another job, everyone I’ve discussed it in detail with, …
The bump, the smack and the “O”
Sounds like the title to a children’s book doesn’t it? Well actually it just about sums up last Friday. It started with a car accident… well incident they say now don’t they? Some PC crap gone mental… but in this case it was an accident. Someone reversed into my car. Everyone seemed ok just damage to the cars. So onto work I went. My day progressed as normal, plenty of sweet drinks and then mid afternoon I came over funny. My colleague says I just …
TAT2 – our first event
Yesterday MrH and I went to our first event. It was held at Townhouse (where we attend munches) and was organised by a group from Glasgow, that our dear friend Lady Chamoix knows. It was Lady Chamoix who arranged for us to attend, partly because I wanted to meet her Slave. He and I have chatted online but it is nice to meet face to face. If you read my blog you’ll know I took great care with my appearance for the event. I had …
One more sleep
Tomorrow we’re going to our first BDSM event. I’m getting hair and makeup done and I’ve had my nails manicured and my brows waxed and tinted today. I’m about 45% nervous 55% excited. Oh and I’m so horny again! Work has settled into place this week and I’ve been able to relax into a routine. That has lessened my daily stress and this in turn has allowed me to bring my focus back to MrH. Naturally that leads to me being wanton and horny. Yesterday …
I’m gonna show you Crazy!
It’s been one year and a bit since we became a D/s couple. I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I’m also more terrified. I’m so terrified that it will end. Frightened it’s been a wonderful illusion. Scared the passion will evaporate. So scared it makes me a little crazy. For years our relationship drifted along. We were happy enough, and we had good sex. Not often mind you – everyday life got in the way. We were tired. We didn’t make the effort. My self …
Our holiday
Our big holiday got downsized. We didn’t think my back could do it comfortably… maybe next year after the treatment.. if I’m pain free it will be so much better…. anyway… we decided to have some mini breaks. Yesterday we arrived at our favourite hotel. We’re here for 2 nights. 😁 I’m not going to do a full post now, I’ll do it when we’re home as I want to take my time.. this is just a little update, or teaser if you like.. Friday …
One year …..
One year ago today I asked MrH to consider adding elements of BDSM to our relationship; primarily D/s. One year ago today MrH turned off the lights, spread my arms and legs and said, “don’t move“. One year ago today I had the most amazing sexual experience that I could remember to that point. (It must be pointed out that in the following months there have been many many amazing experiences, MrH is very creative, and while this night is a special memory because it …