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Kinky Fuckery!

(among other things........)


Sinful Sunday?

Hardly.  We stayed at a friends house last night to keep her cat company. She has just moved house and her cat is elderly, so we offered to go stay rather than stress her out at a cattery. We took our fire stick and used my phones WiFi hotspot to connect it to the internet. Her internet wasn’t yet set up at the new house. Cat sitting My friends bed is very comfortable but she has a double – we are used to a king. As a result MrH and I nudged one another a few times lol. I slept

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I’m in every hole

When people talk about double penetration I think the inference is that of a mmf threesome. That is something that fills me with dread, well any type of threesome does, but you do not need a third person to achieve double penetration, or even triple as I discovered, just imagination and long arms! The Logistics of double penetration. MrH has incorporated double and triple penetration into play a couple of times and I have really enjoyed it. A few years ago we made a clone of Sirs cock so Sir can in a way fuck me in both holes. I

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Antidepressants, pain meds and Sex

I’ve been medicated for quite some time in one form or another. In 2005 when I had my breakdown I was started on antidepressants and I think I’ve been fortunate in that they have never affected my sex drive or ability to orgasm. I know not everyone is as lucky. When my back first started to cause me severe pain and the drs started to put me onto pain medication things did begin to change. The medications made me sleepy or made me feel high. I was unfocused and I didn’t feel sexy especially when I started to put on

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It’s only words

Last night MrH and I played. It had been a while and I felt nervous and awkward. I wanted to play, really wanted to. But when play began I felt awkward and not in the moment.  It began when MrH put my night collar on. The TV was playing and as he started running his hands over me, the conversation on the TV invaded my mind. I shook my head to try and shake it off but it didn’t work. He asked me what was wrong and I told him. Which is an improvement as in the past I have said

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Shoes, submission and man points

This blog started as an online extension/version of a written journal (hence the title) that I began shortly after MrH and I started down the route of Dom and sub. One of the online community/sites we had joined SubMrs had an number of article/resources about journaling and communication and I decided I would use this medium to record my thoughts. MrH would read it and this would then open a discussion. A way to communicate We didn’t stay with that particular site long. I found that I felt judged sometimes in conversations, as if I wasn’t doing “it” right. MrH

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Can I cum?

I have spoken about how over the last few months/year masturbation has become difficult for me. The desire to do so has waned and so my orgasms fell into the domain of MrH. Not because he commanded it, rather my body didn’t respond when I did try to masturbate and so eventually I just stopped even trying. Orgasms for MrH Initially I could get round this by filming it and sending the video to MrH. In my mind he would enjoy getting the video and seeing it, so it fulfilled a need to be “naughty” and being on display for

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Fake it until you make it

There’s a line in the movie The Ugly Truth, Gerard Butler’s character ‘Mike‘ is telling Katherine Heigl’s character ‘Abbey’ the rules a woman should follow to get a guy interested in her and he says “a fake laugh is like a fake orgasm” “A fake orgasm is good?” Abbey asks. He says, “A fake orgasm is better than no orgasm.” “A fake orgasm is no orgasm,” she replies. Mikes response is, “Only to you. You’re not the only one in the room you know. Don’t be selfish.” Click here for YouTube clip My question is…. is that true? I used

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Not Broken

Earlier this month I wrote about my concerns that I couldn’t orgasm through masturbation any more and quite some time ago I spoke about the change in my relationship with masturbation following the introduction of D/s in my post last Year. What I didn’t say in my broken fingers post, was that part of my concern was that perhaps my back issue has caused it. The loss of feeling I experienced when I was recently admitted to hospital, the fact that the nerves are not happy at the moment, I worried that my clitoral nerves had become damaged, that maybe they

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My fingers broken….

Well maybe it’s my clit… I don’t know for sure, but since I discovered how amazing a wand orgasm is I haven’t had a “finger on clit” orgasm. Doesn’t matter if MrH is at the helm or I try myself. So maybe it’s my clit that’s broken or perhaps it’s gone one strike?? MrH’s Tongue and Finger(s)/Hand can get me there….. Eventually. I don’t even know if “promises” will still work as it’s been a while since that toy came out to play. I wonder if anyone else has found this? Perhaps my clit just needs a good talking to?

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Paloqueth wand and lube review

Paloqueth contacted me via my twitter account and asked me if I would be interested in reviewing their products. I mean I jumped at the chance – who doesn’t love free stuff!  They Offered to send me their rechargeable wand and lube, and I agreed.  They were delivered by Amazon they came in the usual Amazon packaging and therefore completely discreet. The Products and Packaging The Lube arrived first and came sealed in plastic. I liked the design, simple and unless you look carefully you wouldn’t know it was lube. It also has a tamper proof foil seal inside which

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